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07:02pm 18/08/2006

mood:

morose

I miss Taylor so much
Today all of the kids at camp happened to be singing her favorite song
and it made me very depressed.
My friends all say that they've come to accept it now, but I still miss her so much....
I wish she didnt have to go
And I also wish that I could somehow meet her reincarnated self
how I would know it when its her, I have no idea.
But thats ok.
I can still dream about it right?

06:23pm 03/08/2006

mood:

exhausted

I got

the best Ganja ever

and it amazes me

Eli and I got so fucked up last night

it was insane

I had to keep him from crawling into the road

and he was humping a sign that said 'bump'

Which made me laugh even harder

Erica wants to buy from me

but I need another bag if Im going to sell to her....

dayumm...

I finally thought of a name for my pipe..

Betty :]

doesnt that just make your whole day better?

of course it does.

08:10pm 24/07/2006

mood:

aggravated

I am so fucking tired

and I really need some of that ganja magic

I couldnt even get a hold of Gary

And he's ALWAYS around

I couldnt find Steve either

Why is it that all of my dealers seem to have disappeared right when I need them?

Fuck.

Camp started today

oh boy

I got to take care of the little monsters

one kid told me that he wanted to climb up my shirt

And he's only 6

Even worse, I lost my fav bic right around where the kids play

So now my lighter is gone, some kids are probably off burning their eyebrows, and we'll probably get a stern talking to about bringing lighters to camp

I need sleep...
and weed......
but aside from that, I get to be with all of my friends again.

I forgot how much I missed them.

I lurve my friends.

mmhmm

06:40pm 23/07/2006

mood:

confused

yeah so uh
last night

crazy-ass dream

And I wont go into details
because it's embarassing
But it was a very nice dream
about someone that I havent seen or heard about in a while
weird huh?
And now I am dying to see him
the strangest part though
is that in my dream
he looked exactly like his older brother
even though he's better looking than his brother
Im so confused now
I wish I could comprehend my dreams

I need some Ganja...
Imfeelingalittleuptight
And what do you know, Ive run out
I KNEW I shouldnt have given Matt and Jessica that nug
I want it back :[[[[

wahh

07:34pm 18/07/2006

mood:

high

I hung out with Robin today
And I got B U R N T
yeah
I feel good right now
I let Matt & Jessica have a nug, and now Im regretting it
Because I really want some more
Im so proud of Robin that he hasnt given in to the power of the Ganja yet
My strong little straight-edge midget
I wonder how Patrick is doing
I havent heard from him in...FOREVER
He's probably shipped off in his kayak
Tyler's dad grows & sells (says Robin)
And he told me that Tyler's house has just like...Huge ass jars filled to the top with weed
Tyler is sooo fucking lucky
I wonder what that kid's been up to...
I feel so out of touch with everyone
Especially Fiona
I should call her
And see how her camp is...

07:29pm 10/07/2006

mood:

irate

So I have my pipe
And a dime
And there is nothing more that I would enjoy than to get blazed right now
But what do you know, I have no lighter
How the hell did I lose my fucking lighter?!?
I have a zippo, but EVERYONE knows that only bics work for Ganja
And to make it worse, I had a shitty day, and my parents want some "bonding time"
GAG ME
And then they dragged me out to dinner (my brother as well)
because our kitchen is being torn apart!
So all of my friends saw me roaming the streets with my chink parents!
I am very angry at the moment
and I DO NOT
repeat
DO NOT
want to deal with my parents
Atleast I got some new plugs today
theyre made out of water buffalo bones and they have sanscript ohm on them
can you say SAWEET?

Ahh how I love my pipe

05:22pm 08/07/2006

mood:

high

I finally bought that new pipe that Ive been talking about
It's so CUTE! ^_^
Matt and I split a 20 so I could break it in a bit
and the hits are sooo fine
Yesturday Forrest and I had our own little pow wow
His bong is fucking siiiick
It's made out of a Corona bottle :D
And Dylan and Forrest are planning on having a big pow wow and getting B U R N T
And Im invited! haha
lucky me hmm?
And Adam wants to see me really badly
so Im doing well right now :]
I hope Adam is out of his chink-ass funk, because I want a relationship.
And thats not what he was offering the last time we went through this.
Oh well...
I'll give it another whirl
Just because he's adorable

08:25pm 29/06/2006

mood:

drunk

Well, Im a bit drunk at the moment
After dying Eli's hair blue, we raided the alcohol cabinet.
And Im just hoping that no one else was planing on having Kaluah tonight, because the bottle is empty...
and I think I left my soul at the bottom of it..
damn...
I miss Simon :[
But good news!
Forrest is single!
and guess who he wants to see?
thats right...moi

mmhmmm

$ ahh cash money $

05:48pm 27/06/2006

mood:

nostalgic

I have a full wallet once again!
Im so excited
But it will soon be gone, for Toasty and I are going to be making a purchase :D
A fairly large one at that
The only problem is that my parents keep asking what Im going to be spending my cash on, and the only things that I really want at the moment are a Cd, a new piece, Ganja, and....more ganja.
I wonder if any of my straight-edge friends suspect my hobby yet.
Thankfully, people suspected me of being a junkie even when I thought that drugs were gross.
So no one suspects anything.
Except for my mom because she found a lighter in my room, but she's so paranoid, that she could be a weedie as well.
We got an e-mail from Simon today.
And as it turns out, he took a pair of my pants with him by mistake and can't spell my name.
He managed to spell it 'Kathie' instead of Katie.
Which I found quite humorous.

05:48pm 23/06/2006

mood:

enraged

Do I hate my mother?
yes, as a matter of fact, I do.
Why?
Because she's a senile bitch that tries to plan my fucking life for me.

Simon is gone :[

06:04pm 22/06/2006

mood:

lonely

Simon left.
I wonder if he misses us as much as we miss him.
It's so strange having someone come into your life...
..then just vanish...
as if he were never here at all
Naomi left today.
I wonder if Jackson was upset at all.
The camp that Im going to at the moment is surprisingly fun
I've already made some (very attractive) friends.
I get along with guys so much better than girls.
The only females that I can connect with are the hippies and crazies.
which is pretty much where I fit in.
But the females in this category are so few around here, that Im forced to be with the boys instead.
And be their pipe bitch.
Mainly because Im so pathetic.
But whatever.

I miss Simon alot. :[

I wonder how Patrick is doing.
Maybe I'll give him a call....

Rain makes me orgasm

12:25pm 20/06/2006

mood:

melancholy

I adore thunder storms
I really do
Simon is leaving tomorrow
and I am very sad
I dont want him to leave, for he is now like a second brother to me
My second German dreadlocked brother
I will truely miss his quirkiness
Will he miss his American family once he is back in Munich?
Hopefully Robert and I will be able to go and visit him
and get some good German beer on the way. :]
We're throwing a party for him and Naomi tonight. [Naomi is from Italy]
I hope he has a good time.

♥

I love my friends...

10:42am 18/06/2006

mood:

indescribable

well, I didnt drink my birthday away as I had planned
my friends threw me a surprise party
and I was actually crying the night before because I thought no one wanted to be with me on my birthday
but I guess I was wrong
Patrick wasnt there
Im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing
but oh well
and Dylan couldnt make it
My family got me the most gorgeous camera
No joke
it's fabulous
And Matthias was such a bitch that he wouldnt even burn me down for my b-day
goddamn him
I love my friends though
I dont know what I would do without them

MY birthday....

04:20pm 16/06/2006

mood:

cynical

So Im a year older huh?
I sure as hell dont feel like it.
and Im planning on drinking tomorrow away
hopefully
I can get the house to myself.
Since no one wants to be with me on my birthday, I dont be with any of them.
Fuck them all, Im going to hell.

08:53pm 14/06/2006

mood:

ecstatic

I finally found my ipod
and Im a bit ecstatic at the moment.
Also I've been burning nag champa all day, and it's beginning to make me sneeze.
is there such thing as too much of a good thing?
Of course not.
Because I said so. ♥

06:25pm 14/06/2006

mood:

relaxed

Eli came to school with me today
and it was way fun
although he was drooling over this guy Connor the whole time
The silliest part is that Eli is a total man whore
and I think that Connor might even be Bi.
come to think of it, he DID get a boner in the boy's locker room...
Maybe Eli really does have a chance O_o

Toasty's getting some goodies just in time for summer
and he said I can join in the fun if I want
Patrick is getting some too
AKA hella fun summer vaca
Im so excited that Robin is coming back to stay!
I ♥ muh Robin

'kaybye ♥

10:15pm 10/06/2006

mood:

anxious

Im at Gingy's
and a bunch of people are here.
And Eli came with me just because Im that cool.
No joke. :]

♥

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